Chapter 3

A Real Out-Of This-World Experience

Or

Society Would Tell Me I Imagined It

I have demonstrated that the ADHD brain needs feeding with stimulation. It creates apparent chaos as part of the solution. But do not for one minute believe that everything you read or hear about ADD or ADHD people are lies or fantasies. I hope that sharing my experiences will create a wider understanding of this condition and dispel the myths.

Shortly after moving into the house in Ocean Way, I developed an unexplainable fear of the dark. This was serious. I would never open a cupboard at night or leave a single part of my body uncovered from my sheets. My father spent time talking to me about the fear being irrational. He would open cupboards and show me nothing was there. These lessons were scary because they were done at night, the time that was most fearful to me. To be left alone or not have someone lay next to me would mean I could not sleep. Nights became my enemy, my worst fear. The demons were hidden there. I was aware of something, something that was masked and hidden from me. I had nights where I would experience something the doctors called temporal paralysis or sleep paralysis [1]. I would feel a heavy pressure on my chest. I was awake but unable to move, frozen or paralyzed.

One night I awoke feeling as calm as a cucumber. This was unheard of. My eyes were closed but I was awake. I had never in all my life felt this kind of peace. No fear, just a feeling of someone there that cared deeply for me. I sensed this very clearly and decided to bravely open my eyes. There was a low misty glowing light in the room. Standing right next to me was a hooded person in a brown robe, perhaps only four feet in height. I felt that the being was feminine, but there was no way to really know. She began to communicate with me, not in words but in a mind-to-mind connection, a sudden rush of knowledge at once. It was as though she emitted a multidimensional pattern to me, or implanted my brain with a knowledge capsule. I closed my eyes in acceptance of her. She was still there when I opened them again five minutes or so later. She was now standing by the door, still peering at me and giving off a concentrated information package. It is hard to convey in words what she told me. The information was exciting and gave meaning as to why I am here and what my potential in this world is. It was spiritual and it was real, I was not in a hypnogogic state, I was not imagining things, I was not next to a transformer or electromagnetic power junction. The proof is in the results and the effect on my life today and the marvelous out of this world experiences that happened to me. Try to understand that the interface with this being was very physical yet dimensional in that, there were years of input from her in what might have been just minutes of time. The whole room was encased in a glow of conscious energy. I still feel close to “her” as I write this book. Her answers are already there, before I have to ask the question. It is as though the capsule has a time-release mechanism, releasing more information from her over the years as and when I need it. I have felt her presence often when in a dangerous situation, and suddenly received the knowledge and sense of calm needed to keep myself safe. Many people have their own rationalizations and explanations for my experiences. Personally, I believe she was a dimensional manipulator. These are beings that treat our genes in the same way doctors treat our illnesses or implant new organs.  The creator created us, the doctors looked after us, and the dimensional manipulators upgrade us.

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